present love (haiku)

yesterday brings tears.
i am scared of tomorrow.
my heart beats for now.

with each passing wave

i am pulled under
my feet first
stuck in the sand
sucked by the land
i don't understand

movement causes cracks
and falling hurts backs
so i stand and withstand
no room to expand
this is not what i planned
the sand is in command

another wave will come
it's useless to escape
the earth has pinned me down
i'm a victim; this is rape

holding me back
pulling me down
the earth is aware
that the ocean will drown
me