thoughts

I'm trying really hard to think clearly now. Even though I'm really tired, I want to get a lot of thoughts down before I forget them like the others.

There are very few times in my life when I've truly felt loved. But tonight, I did.

I like the old much better than the new. It's familiar, and there's something comforting about that.

With everything changing, I'm looking for constants.

I'm sick of not getting to these random thoughts. I'm afraid I'm not spending enough time with them. I've been desperately trying to save them by texting myself the thoughts when they occur. But then I ignore the texts.

so here they are. i'm giving them their hour to shine. but they will always be mine. through them, i shine.