a mess.

i can't stand listening to them
hearing all of them yell at each other
i can't take it
it's a huge factor for the stress in my life and they have no idea.
no one does.
they think it's just their problem
they don't realize how much it hurts me
it frustrates them
but it hurts me
but i don't feel like picking up their pieces
there are too many and it's not my job
i could, and i guess i should if i want things to change
but i want them to do it themselves
for themselves
and for me
it's their mess anyway
why should i clean it up?
i have my own piles of dirt and crap to sweep and i don't have the time to spend cleaning theirs up too.
but i spent the time thinking about it then
and i am now
and i will later